rough day.

yesterday was a rough day. 

I had to go get an upper gi endoscopy. 

I was not all that nervous because I have had one done before. 

I was feeling pretty good when we showed up at the hospital. 

Garran sat with me through registration and then had to go out to the waiting room. 

I went and got my IV and was wheeled back to the room for my procedure. 

this time was a little different. 

there was not an official anesthesiologist, just a nurse and  drugs to make me sleepy and then I was out.

 the part that was not so great was the fact that i woke up half way through the procedure. 

i never opened my eyes. not because I didn't want to, but i was not really able to. 

I just remember coming to enough to realize that something was down my throat and I remember hearing the doctor and the nurse say to me that I just needed to calm down and try to breath through my nose. it seemed like forever that i was choking on that thing, but it must have only been a few minutes and then they must have given me some more drugs because the next time i woke up I was in the recovery room with a horrendous sore throat!

then we were headed home. 

i was so ready. 

i was feeling really groggy from the meds and just wanted to rest. 

however when we pulled up in the drive way i saw two boys messing with our duck nest. 

as soon as they saw us they took off running. 

i guess i have become more attached to this little nest than i had realized. 

I was so angry that they were messing with it. 

When I went over to check i noticed one of her eggs was missing. 

i was so mad at those little boys. 

i am sure they were just curious, but I am sure that egg is no more also. 

The mam duck came back and is back on her nest. i am sure she realizes one is missing. 

I should not get so attached, but I do. I can't help it.